"GIFT OR HEART?"

As early as November of each year, residents are often treated to delightful displays, the lights flicker and familiar tunes of maracas and bells as childrens voices singing "Jingle Bells" cut through the sounds of modern living. December has come again "Christmas is just around the corner," as they will always say. The holiday cheer and December chill engulf everyone. When one thinks of Christmas there is that certain feeling of happiness and festive mood overwhelming everyone.I can say that Christmas had already feeling up my world. And Im so excited right now! The usual celebration of Christmas is every 25th of December, the birth of Christ. For you what's the real essence of Christmas? Is it seen in gifts or in heart?

The happiest and most meaningful event is the birth of Christ that was I knew since I was young. I still remember as soon as I heard Christmas carols on the radio I would ask my tita, "Ilang tulog pa po para Pasko?" Because of the Santa Clause package (candies, toys and new clothes). I was always sure to receive. But then as I grew up and know how to think maturely, I realized that materials things doesn't guaranteed much. Christmas has always been joyfully awaited no matter how hard life seems to be. For me Christmas may be true that there will be no grand celebration this year, but consider the true essence of Christmas - the message still holds true: Love and Peace. Im planning to attend the Misa de Gallo starting from the 16th day of December. I really wanted to to complete the days waiting for Christ's birth and I believe in wishing after 9 days of "sacrifice." I wished to go home early to my mom and brothers. I want to celebrate Christmas with them , that would be a bountiful and memorable gift that I would have. I want them to know how I love them and I want to spend most of my last days and time of 2009 with my family. And before year ends I want to confess to a priest and ask for forgiveness to all what I've done bad. Reconcile to those person I've hurt at a time and ask to be forgiven too, that would probably lighten my mind and heart.

I hope to be granted all my insights as the days goes by.Christmas is a fitting time to give ourselves that much needed. A time for reflection, for soul-break, searching. A respite from the usual day-to-day issues and problems be our time. Christmas is here to stay. Let us consider it as "the break of a new down" for everyone.